can't be forgiven
I did a thing that even I cannot forgive myself, I break a promise and let a gal experiences sorrowness which is more terrible then being torture. I can believe that I give in and reveal the truth. She is experiencing the most terrible moments. I'm so naive to think that she can take it... so naive.. WAD HAVE I DONE!!
IWANTEDYOU @[10:25 PM]
memory
Hahax.... to tap into my memories, my old memories.
The feeling of finally toking to your first crush is so special..hahax!!
I can remeber that It's primary 1 when I first see her, we are in the same class 1F,2F. Later is pri 3,4,5,6 we are in different clz, but in pri 4,5,6, we are both in the swimming team in xingnan..hahax!!
In sec sku,she's in huayi and I'm in Clementi Town, but I often see her in jurong point in longjohn silver,guess thats her favourite fast food bahz. But the sad thing is that she dun rmb me le, and I'm also too shy to go to tok to her.
Yup, and after sec sku,we are both in MI in Jan,feb this year...thats when during the chinese new year celebration that day I pick up courage to tok to her and well she reli forgotton me,but that time I was again too shy to ask for her msn and hp no... but it's so happy that we tok happily and later on we meet each other in NgeeAn open hse...lolx.
The last time I saw her is at the bus stop near jurong junior colleage. I alighted the bus juz as she board the bus, I tried to wave to her but hongda stopped me cause he waited for me for 1h+ and the next day he got test so I go to do my stuff in the police post. Hahax...well,reli would like to meet her again. At least I noe that she's in JJC..hahax,one more fren in JJC,hahahax!!!
IWANTEDYOU @[3:17 PM]
-.-
Weird.....this is really weird....
I picture I took with my MI Class 06S07 frens can cause a couple to break up.
Woah...let me introduce the ppl involves. First up, me hahax!! Second, zhi qi(my MI 06S07 fren), third vance(my SP fren), last but not least, kiat(Zhi Qi's bf aka vance's fren).
Kaes....this is wad happened, there's a time I first saw Vance,zhiqi and kiat hang out together,I'm shock and that night I chat wif Vance then he also quite surprise that I noe zhi qi and kiat. This is where the thing started,I show Vance a pic I took wif zhi qi and 2 other gals. Vance go and tell kiat about it without knowing anything then they break. Cause they promise each other not to take pics wif the opposite gender and yet zhi qi took one wif me.
But after 3 days they patch up....haiz but now,I'm like a prey,being hunted by kiat and juz now zhi qi online DEMANDED me the pic we took,how rude but.....forget it la..
IWANTEDYOU @[9:12 PM]
loser
loser...ultimate loser
plz dun call me edmund or yanxi,call me loser,its wad I am.
haz...today I is the day I'll never forget,juz like 7 jan.
I'm a stubborn guy eh....eventhough the is no ending,I'm still wanting to wait.
Cause my heart had been stolen,stolen by her....no matter how hard she stab my heart, rip my heart,tear my heart. My heart is always hers.
A loser eh...born loser,yup,thats wad I am, a loser!!!
IWANTEDYOU @[10:46 PM]
