Monday, April 25, 2005
I can't stand it anymore...feel like dying.
Sooo bitter,arrrrghh,it doesn't feel good.
Really feel like killing myself...wad's the use of staying on earth.
I'll only take up unecessary place and pollute the earth all over.
'FAILURE IN LIVE'....I am I such a failure.
WHY AM I!!!!I really felt miserable,I really can't help it.
Ya...I think everyone are right,I really sux.
I should never have been born in earth in the first place,,,Juz like my older sister.
I should NOT have been born here...on Earth.
Earth is such a nice place..I should not be on Earth.
I should be death!!!!
I wanna die,wanna die.....wanna....die.
Dying will end my misery fate and purify the Earth....
I juz wish I could have a bottle of sleeping pills and die duribg my sleep.
Window shouldn't be a problem...a quick pain and will die.
A failure like me should die quickly...at least when I die,I can become the nutrients on the ground for plants.
I want to die...to end all these miserys and bring joy to others who hates me.
And I'm really truely sorry to my friends....those who really care about me.
Yes...I finally get it now.Hui Ming did the right thing breaking up wif me.
I am not suitable for her...she's a somebody while I a nobody.
I'm not even fitd to be her dog....Hui Ming....good luck on your choices in the future.Hong Da,you are the best friend I've ever met.I'm so happy to be your friend.
You have the most joyful smile and you have always bring joy to my life.You are always there for me whenever I need help.I will have a great future ahead.
Jie Ming,you are the one who always pushed me to do my homeworks and also teaches me not to procastinate*.i'm very greatful towards you.Bryan,you are the kind of person that likes to be happy and lax about everything,but you have a very caring characteristic and you are always so kind.Calvin,thank you so much for wad you have done for me.Although you always make fun of me,you cared about me too.Louisa,sorry to have troubled you all the time in schl,although your language useage is quite rude,you are still the most caring class P. I've ever met.
Thank you guys...for supporting me all these while,without you all...I could have commited suicide by now.Thank You................................................
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