Tuesday, April 26, 2005
IWANTEDYOU @[7:01 PM]
Monday, April 25, 2005
I can't stand it anymore...feel like dying.
Sooo bitter,arrrrghh,it doesn't feel good.
Really feel like killing myself...wad's the use of staying on earth.
I'll only take up unecessary place and pollute the earth all over.
'FAILURE IN LIVE'....I am I such a failure.
WHY AM I!!!!I really felt miserable,I really can't help it.
Ya...I think everyone are right,I really sux.
I should never have been born in earth in the first place,,,Juz like my older sister.
I should NOT have been born here...on Earth.
Earth is such a nice place..I should not be on Earth.
I should be death!!!!
I wanna die,wanna die.....wanna....die.
Dying will end my misery fate and purify the Earth....
I juz wish I could have a bottle of sleeping pills and die duribg my sleep.
Window shouldn't be a problem...a quick pain and will die.
A failure like me should die quickly...at least when I die,I can become the nutrients on the ground for plants.
I want to die...to end all these miserys and bring joy to others who hates me.
And I'm really truely sorry to my friends....those who really care about me.
Yes...I finally get it now.Hui Ming did the right thing breaking up wif me.
I am not suitable for her...she's a somebody while I a nobody.
I'm not even fitd to be her dog....Hui Ming....good luck on your choices in the future.Hong Da,you are the best friend I've ever met.I'm so happy to be your friend.
You have the most joyful smile and you have always bring joy to my life.You are always there for me whenever I need help.I will have a great future ahead.
Jie Ming,you are the one who always pushed me to do my homeworks and also teaches me not to procastinate*.i'm very greatful towards you.Bryan,you are the kind of person that likes to be happy and lax about everything,but you have a very caring characteristic and you are always so kind.Calvin,thank you so much for wad you have done for me.Although you always make fun of me,you cared about me too.Louisa,sorry to have troubled you all the time in schl,although your language useage is quite rude,you are still the most caring class P. I've ever met.
Thank you guys...for supporting me all these while,without you all...I could have commited suicide by now.Thank You................................................
IWANTEDYOU @[10:30 PM]
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Wa Kao....I hate that damn CDAC...it SUX.
Shit Man...the teacher dare to ask me to speak wif my parents...
Walao,the modulue sux....and strange,dunno how it works.
Juz saw two piece of news that caught my attention
1. A 13 year old super kid scored an 'A' in the 'A' lv.
2. A kid being handscuff because she is too naughty.
Both are strange news,,,,strange strange strange...
Today is a strange day too...Arrgggggh,a headach attacking me.
Have Oral test and that stupid NAFA test(sux) on Monday, Geography test on thursday and the chinese prelim on friday.Good Lugk everyone...byez
IWANTEDYOU @[6:52 PM]
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Haha....Got nothing to sae, as usual,the CDAC teacher call and as me fer a letter.
Juz really got no mood to go fer the tuition....Btw juz saw this piece of news...
A america panther had juz escape from the Singapore ZOO!!!!!!!!!
But had already been captured.........I felt like wasting this week end.
Done nothing at home...laying around,sleeping and of cause, being lame
I think that i finally understand e story of 'Beautiful Illusion'..a
A drama act by Fann Wong....A cool drama full of mystery..haha
Stay tune on channel 8 tomorrow 9 p.m.
signning off now...bye bye:-)
IWANTEDYOU @[6:49 PM]
Friday, April 15, 2005
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You scored as Ram. You are the Ram. You often live in reality but turn it into your imagination at every turn. New beginnings are a favorite for you. You rule the mountains as a mejestic being. 83% 83% 83% 83% 75% 67% 67% 67% 58% 50% 42% 33% 33% 33%
Which animal totem best suits you?
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IWANTEDYOU @[11:13 PM]
Heres my new blog skin....well,I find it nice except for the tag board part.A bit feminine....
This week isn't a very good week,my life is like tide,sometime high....sometime low.
The social studies test on thursday was a total failure,didn't even do the first question juz because I dunno wad is the meaning of the word 'provision'...haiz.
Today,I saw my face on the friday week...look very bad,hair too long...if longer will be mistaken as a gal.Walking everywhere in schl and ppl here and there will sae 'Ou Xiang'... Haha,quite funny but too bad,not in the mood.I think that my emotions are all controlled by gals,that's bad.
Darius and I when to Seng Xiong to buy foods and after about 45min,we when to the cashier andfound out that his wallet is not wif him...had to sneak out off the supermarket and wasted 1hr to find his wallet...but eventually,I when to his house and we stay there for 3hr+ before Darius receive a call from his fren saeing that his sis found Darius wallet.....lucky sia,I think is so lucky lor....Juz thinking why some ppl get all the luck while the others dun.....
IWANTEDYOU @[9:45 PM]
Friday, April 01, 2005
Hey...todae is april fool day,which is 1st of april.Quite disappointing that no one had play tricks on each other.Well Mrs Cheang is gone yesterday,a bit sad but nevertheless, my English language still need to buck up.
Today when to far east plaza to get the Class Tee settled.After walking for very long,we finally reached.Now then I noe that the place I last time go wif J.M,H.D and louisa is far east.After going to the third story,we reached the shop and saw a gu zheng member also ordering a tee.when its finally our turn, the uncle from CHINA kept scolding and scolding like there's no tomorrow.Saying things like 'You dun care, I dun care'.....Actually the real meaning of this word is 'No money No talk',really feel like arguing wif him but no point lah,so can only get the tees at about the 10th of April.
After this,we went down to the ground floor to see Mei Zhen using a liquid paper to write something on the wall.Then Hong Da found out that his water container is missing and went back to the shop to get.When we when to the neoprint shop later on,we took quite a few shots and then I and Bryan was laughting like mad at all those expression on our face.The four of us divide the pictures and Mei Zhen left.
Later when walking towards Mrt station,I tripped and injured my ankle,the scene is quite funny and I'm limping throughout the whole journey.And this injury cause me to miss three different bus in a row............
IWANTEDYOU @[5:49 PM]